TAHUN ARNAB

February 1st....
Thanks to the chinese celebration of their new year which is the year of Rabbit. I can finally have a lonnnggg holiday which is 8 days!!

"Happy Chinese New Year to my chinese friends n family.. a.k.a GONG XI FA CAI! "

nak angpau!! ehehe...
cuti panjang ni nak buat ape ha? i don't know!! masa busy dengan kerja plan bagai nak rak tapi akhirnya kecundang kebosanan melanda lepaking di rumah membaca novel sambil beronline seharian... nasib baek lah ada jugak member ajak lepak sambil planing on our trip yang taktau nak kemana lagi.. thanks to haqim khairuddin ye..

owh ye. duduk rumah berat badan naik! OMG! ini tidak boleh! control yourself! demmit! nak start puasa pun malassss tahap cipann... makanan bersepah2 rezeki melimpah ruah beb (alhamdullilah) .. mana boleh tahan...

Harap sangat plan bulan neh segala-galanya berjalan dengan lancar. bulan ini? damnn.. dah dekat sangat nak tua. bila nak bertaubat neh? rambut dah gugur, perut dah berlapis, dagu dah double chin, mata dah kuyu, muka dah berkedut. bak kata orang rumah kata pergi kubur kata mari! perghh!! macam gue tua sangat jehh..

ok. masih belum sesuai nak kawen... mak, sabarlah ye.. tapi kalau mak nak support SEMUA esok pun boleh dahh.. gatai! tunggulahh.. belom tiba masanya lagi.. saya belum bersedia :)

perjalanan masih jaoh. impian masih banyak belum dicapai.. bak kata Zahiril Adam (betul ke aku eja nama kau?) kalau tak mampu nak 'kejar' impian, 'jalan' pun bolehhh.. asalkan sampai :D

i'm letting you fly :)

It's been a year i guess. Not knowing what i've been doing for all this long. the hurt the pain didnt forget the happiness that i've gone through. I thought you were my destiny. but now, i let you go.. follow your dreams. go go.. fly away.. chase your dream.. i will always pray the best for... never turn back on life. coz the life must go on n on..

membaca amalan mulia..

mungkin cerita ini dah berabad dah diterbitkan oleh penerbit.. mungkin cerita ini semua orang tahu.. mungkin ini cerita lapok yang sudah dikenal pasti asal usulnya..
       "aku sudah habis baca novel Lagenda Budak Setan! jjyyeaahh!!"

Its a new thing for me. reading novel. dulu masa sekolah nak baca buku novel yang diberi mengambil masa setahun untuk habis. itu pun tersangkut2.. hehe..
baru ku tahu mengapa perempuan suka baca novel. baru ku tahu apa isi kandungan novel. baru ku tahu semuanya.. masih belom terlambat i guess to make it as my new hobby..

Lagenda budak setan yg diriku baca ini adalah tentang..... (bla..bla..bla..) for sure semua orang tahu.. siap keluar movie lagi kan.. its was great!! sumpah novel ini best dari movie..
well, the movie itself made me read the book. kalau takde lisa surihani berlakon takdenya aku nak baca..hahaha

untuk memahami cerita itu i put myself inside the character itself.. wahhh berangan...haha.. but it work!!
lagi2 bergandingan dengan lisa surihani sayangku itu..hehe..

but then when lisa (dlm cerita ayu) berubah wajah membuatkan sedikit kekeciwaan la jugak.. conflict conflict conflict... thank god ayu died with her face.. jahatnya.. tak2.. good guys always have the luck.. katerina (fazura dalam movie) came.. jeng jeng jeng...

did they live happily ever after? i dont know.. u know? stop! dont tell me! currently im reading katerina.. sebab apa? mestilah nak tau ending dia!

hope his child besar nanti muka macam mak nya.. lehla gak layan..ehehe...

habes part satu (macam dalam movie dia kan.. takleh bla..haha)

Dunia Baru

hye!! lama sudah tidak membelog.. busy katenya.. agak2 dah bersawang bagai.. ok tipu..

hurmm.. tajuk neh sepatutnya i wanted to post on early month.. kunon nak bercerita tentang tahun baru azam baru dunia baru ape sume. tapi masa tidak mengizinkan diriku mencoret sepatah dua tiga ratus kate..

well, the new year was just fineee... i had a great new year!! wit all my boyfriends n girlfriends... the best part is when we all countdown in our own dream atas katil hotel 3bintang kot setelah kepenatan memandu seharian dari pahang ke kL ke perak then last station ke pineng.. orang kate penat tuh berbaloi baloi lah sbb dah kije neh cuti susah nak dapat...

azam baru? macam dah lmbt sgt jek nak bercerita.. dipendekkan cerita carried forward azam tahun lepas.. ape dia? haa itu yg kite taktau.. haha.. takleh blah kan..

DUNIA BARU  ini macam dah sebati dengan diriku.. with the work thingy, the lepaking late night, the redah hujan atas motor, the being single, the being indipendent especially.. i like the way i live.. but still, i need some improvement. harap2 rekzi tahun baru neh melimpah ruah.. aminnnn :D

Harapan dan Cita-cita berubah mengikut angin cuaca diriku. setelah 23 tahun hidup setelah 23 ribu ratus benda yg berlaku dalam hidup setelah 23 ratus ribu orang aku jumpa anginku berubah tak tentu hala. i have kept some mission i had to complete within this year (dlm masa umur 23tahun neh) and there are a few expensive thingsss i need to have within this year.. i guess that is big enough for me right now kot.. kot ye.. but for sure bukan kawen lah.. sorry mama im not ready yet :D

well, lama tak membelog dah taktau nak goreng ape dah.. tudalu <3 <3 <3

perempuan dan pilihan (windy)

Aku tak tahu nak letak tajuk apa. tiba2 angin sepoi2 bahasa lalu dikala sepi lantas ingin diriku membicarakan tentang rusuk kanan lelaki (betul ke kanan?). merekalah ibu kakak adik mak cik kawan awek dan sebagainya..

Ada apa dengan wanita sampai lelaki bgaduh bertumbuk berhabis duit hnya utk mereka. apa yg mereka mahukan sebenarnya? adakah mereka citarasa anda? adakah mereka ape yg anda cari selama ini? adakah mereka itu? adakah mereka ini? seribu psoalan belum tentu dapat jawab kerna mereka adalah perempuan yang sukar difahami..

Apakah ciri-ciri lelaki yg anda mahukan wahai wanita? handsome? cute? gagah perkasa? kaya? khidupan stabil nak tampung keluarga? the leadership type? the bad guy? funky? jenis memahami? yg dgr cakap? tepuk dada tnya selera bak kate org kampung..

strong outside (maskulin) and soft inside VS strong inside and soft ouside(yg biasa je)
bad guy VS good guy
cute and beautiful VS handsome (macho)
aggressive VS patient

light coloured skin VS dark coloured skin
leader VS follower
clean and clear skin (face) VS hairy face (janggut pe bagai)

boyfriend type VS husband type
warm heart VS cool heart
good listener VS good talker 

rich VS poor

boy like girl

singer and dancer

kegilaan semua wanita

menarik perhatian

abg badan ketak

setail abes kunon

and a dozen more.. some people would like to be with someone that can protect her. some people like who with the good carrier and pationate at work. some girls dont like the good looking type of man because its hard to take care of. for sure all the girls will be staring at him saying "hey hey you you i wanna be ur girlfriend"

some says they want to find a man with good charismatic. define charismatic please..
charismatic is a trait found in individuals whose personalities are characterized by a powerful charm and magnetism. thanks to wikipedia..

charming? the type of person who open the car door for you or hold your handbag? how long would it last? sometimes boys like to look dumb in front of their girlfriend. not saying that boy who hold girls handbag look dumb but they really do dumb things.

some women confuse on their feelings with the truth. suka dia yg tak suka balik. or tak pandai buat keputusan. kadang2 expected more than anything else..  its just because they like the view of it. the loving drama. maybe we all should wake up and stop dreaming for fairytale.

wahhh.. gaya aku berceloteh macam lah aku tau semua tentang perempuan kan.. macam aku penah bercintan dengan 100 gadis dan mngenali mereka dgn sungguh mendalam sedalam laut biru di pulau pangkor jek kan.. hahaha..
NO. i read a lot. i watch television a lot too. i learn it all from these.. just made up my own conclusion after what i read n watch.. n NO currently i do not have a girlfriend. why? because girl is so complicated. for now. sapa taknak kawin der?? kannn...

i do not know how to excite girl to have interest in me. teach me how. well, just wanna share some knowledge i know. n wanna expressed the implicit inside me. shuhhh! ok dahhh...

"Ia bukan semudah beli ikan di pasar. Ia semudah memancing di laut yang berombak. minta ikan emas dapat ikan keli. nak taknak kena jugak harungi ombak ribut untuk pulang ke rumah.. kalau taknak pasir masuk seluar jangan bermain kat tepi pantai.."

hidup ini paling susah tang membuat pilihan. nak makan pun kena buat pilihan nak makan ape. pilihan sentiasa ada di depan mata cume kita je yg mampu pilih mana yg terbaek dari ladang.

ku akhiri dgn quote dari filem jangan pndg blkg congkak 2 (kot)

"bila cinta dah lekat, taik kucing pun rasa coklat"

The silent hold my hand and smile :)

kadang2 kerja sangat berbaloi bila kita ade kawan2 yg bleh ilangkan stres. bleh buat kte gelak ketawa. bleh buat kite ilang rasa ksunyian. bleh tolong masa kite susah.. i got i all. i love them very the much..haha.. i had a happy dinner.. sume kenyang gelak ketawa. walaupun kami mkn mcd.. dah lama tak gelak rmai2 mcm ni.. i realy had a great time :) thank you for today :D hee

this weekend dah apply cuti. u know why? coz there coming!! who? my bestie. my soulmate. my friends that i missed so much! damn gler rindu nk lepak ngn dowang. walaupun aku jek slalu kne buli but still i love them all..

dah taktau nak cakap ape. dah taktau nk tulis ape. im so excited. speechless. tapi... deep inside...... damn it hurts.. :(

happy happy happy lalala~  daa dee duu!

The Snow Came After The Tsunami :)

     Last month was a depressed month for me. i was unemployed and i realize i wasn't as healthy as i think i was. it was such a bad month for me. kawan2 pun jaohhh.. yg dekat bz jep dgn hal masing2.. well, it was a challenge for me to grew up n live in a real world. when i went to the doctor it was a shock moment i had in my whole life. she said " what did u do?" 1st she ask. aku ape lg.. "what did i do??" she replied "awak telah djangkiti kuman yang belum pernah ada psakit saya alami usia semuda awak. saya dah tak tahu nak cakap ape" damn i was right about my stomach. i read in the internet that this disease were famous in europe only.. only few are in asian.. FEW!! the saddest thing was only 5% patient are under 40 years old!! 40!! im only 22!! tuhan betul2 mguji aku.. aku mgerti aku byk sgt bdosa pada-Nya. tapi aku tak faham.. i was grewing up just like the other teenagers.i played football. i watch movies. i eat. i sleep. its all bcause of my unbalanced diet. damn! i was scared of being fat.. small n fat.. it was the biggest fear.. but now, the growth in my belly are my biggest fear. banyaklah pantang larang dah skrg.. now im not like other teenagers. that make me down. sgt sedih :(

     Well, that was the tsunami part. then the snow came slowly with the love from GOD. i good a great job!! first it was TELEKOM. it wasn't bad but it didnt satisfied me enough.. lots of factors... then a few days later my friend Casey ask me to join her prac team in KLCC convention centre. i didnt think much then i grab the challenge. few weeks are gone now im happy with my job. walaupun takdelah life sgt asek bkerja je. but that make me busy to think about the bad things in life. working 6 days a week make me WEAK. i need some time to rest. i need sometime or something to cheer me up... i just need those things. but i know its hard in my situation right now.. work work work is all i can do.. nak kumpul duet byk2 then nak pegi korea dgn my soulmate dgn cuti2 yg tinggal.. kereta naty dlu eh.. :)

     Skrg adelah masa utk mencari chemistry dgn org skeliling. i am trying to live with them. mereka di sekelilingku. dulu dok UNITEN 4tahun dduk dgn org sme je kan.. skrg zaman dah berubah dunia pun da maju so i just had to live wit eat..

     So long.. dah xtaw nak cite ape lagi dahhh... tngulah jika cuaca berubah lagi.. akanku smpaikan berita tentang cuaca hidupku ini ya.. later~